Sunday, December 7, 2008
Advent
Be His,
Jake
Friday, December 5, 2008
Crime and Punishment...and Cookies, Part II
On the Kairos weekend, every person sitting around the tables was given zip-lock bags filled with a dozen cookies in each. The first couple of bags disappeared instantly. But after that, the inmates got their fill and the cookies started to stack up. At each break an inmate and Kairos alumnus would hand out another bag of cookies. At the end of the day, I handed a couple of bags that were given to me to an inmate and told him "Here, take my cookies, and sell/trade them." He replied, "No! We have to give them away. You don't understand! You don't know what these cookies mean to us. For many of my fellow inmates, the best thing that will happen to them all year is to be handed this bag of cookies."
At the end of the day on Saturday, the inmates were told to think of the most unforgivable person in the prison. For some that would be another inmate. For others it would be a guard with whom they had a confrontation, but they were told to think of a person that they would have the hardest time forgiving. After a couple hours for reflection, the inmates were then given a bag of cookies. They were told that these were 'Forgiveness Cookies,' and they were to give the cookies to the unforgivable person and tell them that they were forgiven.
The next day there was a time that a microphone was opened up for anyone who would like to share what happened the night before.
Mike approached the mic. He had run-ins with another inmate that led to fights a couple of times. He went to that person's room and found the person asleep on his bunk. Mike gave the cookies to the person's cell mate and left instructions for the person to come see him when he awoke. They eventually got together later that night and spoke. Mike said that the talk must have had a profound effect on the inmate, because later the next morning when the inmate was telling others about the cookies. He told the other inmates in bewilderment "He didn't even punch me."
Mike sat down and another inmate took the podium. Adam told a story about his mother and girlfriend being murdered. Somehow Adam ended up in prison as well, and once inside the prison system he had been trying to get transferred to the same prison as the killer, ever looking for the opportunity to exact his revenge by killing the murderer. His voice quivered. They both had been transferred to AZ. Adam explained that after several years of trying to kill the murderer, he had outgrown this endeavor and moved on. But with the Forgiveness Cookies, he had been asked to give them to the most unforgivable person in the prison. That would be the murderer of his mother and his lover. He had not been able to connect with the other prisoner as of yet, but he was keeping a bag of cookies and would be making the connection any day now. Rather than receiving a knife blade into some vital organ, he would be handed a bag of cookies and told "I Forgive You."
Please continue to pray that Christ would reveal himself to the inmates and that their hearts would be moved that they would live for Christ.
Peace,
Monte
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
A God School
“A God School”
My school, Bethel Christian School, is a God school. A regular Christian school has things like healing, worshipping, prayer, etc, but a God school is a whole new experience. It has flagging, fire tunnels, people being drunk in the spirit, and even boys who would feel safe to dance. Now a fully fledged God school is the best thing that can happen to a school, especially a public one. It would have people being raised from the dead. It would have a Godlike atmosphere on campus, and people would have spiritual eyes; the whole enchilada. A God school usually has Christians, or at least people becoming Christians. My school is a church! How cool is that? It’s not a boring church like the kind where you just stand still, and sing hymns all the time. No way! Our church preaches with energy, we worship with enthusiasm. Even baptizing is a glorious experience. The testimonies make you want to praise God even more! So if you’re not a Christian or if you want a God school just ask God to come. Or come to bethel sometime; I bet you’ll love it!
Jon
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
A Nautical Analogy
This past August I said good-bye to a close friend of mine as he set off to sail around the Atlantic on a reputable sea worthy ship. To encourage him on his journey I removed my compass from around my neck and entrusted it to him to bring back safely. It was logical to me that around his neck during this time was where my compass belonged.
Cody is currently on the last leg of his three month trip sailing the salty sea. He began this journey aboard the Picton Castle in Norway. The ship is 180 feet long and 100 feet high, with a crew of 30 plus and 19 sails. They have sailed to England, Germany, France, Portugal, and Spain. He has seen castles, dolphins, cathedrals, and more water than some of us could dream of. Spending countless hours with the crew Cody has learned about topsails, Clews, bowsprits, and royals.
As I wait for my compass to return in about two weeks, I continue to pray for my friend’s safe return and am pondering constantly the words spoken by our pastor this past Sunday. He was referring to fellowship and described it so simply. “Fellowship is kind of like a bunch of fellows on a ship.” He went on talking about how the daily happenings of a crew’s life on a ship in such close proximity to one another with limited places to hide. I have tasted the blessings that come from the gift of fellowship and the positive impact that can make on a man’s life. (J.O.C. and etc.) I look forward to having fellowship with my friends, that I have not seen for a few months, some time soon. I continue to seek this and understand what healthy, God-centered fellowship looks like I need this and you do too.
If you are interested in reading and seeing some amazing pictures from Cody’s blog, maybe in hopes of making the fellowship analogy a little more clear, the web site is http://codyslettenproject.com/news.html
Friday, November 14, 2008
Election Post Mortem
I was disappointed on election night to say the least. As I have said in the past, I was not a huge McCain fan but am scared about the social and cultural implications of an Obama presidency with large Democrat majorities in Congress. I have already written about some of the specific things I am worried about and there will no doubt be many radical left-wing groups looking for payback from Obama for helping him get elected. I expect we will start hearing more about their "wish lists" in the next few months. Just wait, it will come.
It took me a few days but now I am over the election night losses and am thinking about the future. In the economic sense, the American people got what they wanted and now the Democrats will have total control and must deliver or will suffer the consequences. Socially, they will have the power to influence our culture in many ways for years to come, especially if new Supreme Court justices are chosen. I fear we will move in the wrong direction, especially in protcting the unborn and the traditional definition of marriage.
It is hard for me, as someone who cares deeply about these issues and the future of our country, to remember that this world is only temporary and we should be focusing on eternal things. That is not to say that we should not be passionate about these issues, but we must be careful not to have more passion for them than we do for Christ and his kingdom. We should also not let adverse outcomes shake our faith. God is sovereign and in control of all. He has a plan. He allows leaders to rise and fall. What we think is an awful outcome may be part of His perfect plan to advance His kingdom.
I think Pastor John Piper sums it up well in this video. Watch and enjoy.
Until Next Time,
The Counselor
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Bill “Willy” Corley (1918 – 2008)
Last night at 11:00, November 3, 2008, my sweet grandfather, Bill Corley, passed away. It is hard to know what to say about a man who has been a living hero of mine since I can remember. I know I am fortunate to even have memories of a grandfather, let alone one I have had in my life for 40 years.
Grandpa was born in Hollis, Oklahoma, in 1918. He had 3 sisters and 4 brothers and his father, Ezra, was a farmer. The stories my grandpa told me when I was a young about his childhood are the type of true American tales that movies are made of. I could sit for hours and listen to him talk about all the funny things that happened on the farm between him and his brothers. He was a gifted guitar player and singer and would often play for us which we really enjoyed and greatly miss (check out www.youtube.com/user/AZCorleys). He was a true fisherman and I think that was when he was the most content. I say that knowing though that this was a man that never seemed anything but content. He always had a smile on his face and was always whistling a tune. I never once saw my grandpa angry.
Like many of his generation, my grandpa served in the military in World War II while my Grandma was back in the states. He wrote my Grandma frequently, many times in poems and many times in letters that had codes in them so she would know where he was at. After the war he went to school on the GI Bill and again, like many, moved out west where he started a family, drove an ice cream truck for awhile, bought a small home and started a church. He became a school teacher and then a vice principal and retired from teaching in the early 1980s. He truly had an American life and was part of what I believe was the greatest generation.
There is so much more I would like to share with you about him but I just want to give you a brief picture of this great man and try to honor his memory in some small way.
I know as Christians that we don’t deserve what God has given us in our salvation. But I have no doubt that he is now home with God enjoying his heavenly gift. I don’t know exactly what happens to us when we die and I don’t know if Grandpa can have a conversation with God right now. But, if he can, I want God to tell him that I could never tell him enough how much I loved him. I could never tell him enough that he was and is my hero. I can never thank him enough for teaching my father about Jesus and being an example for him, for me, and for my entire family on how a Christian man should love and live. There is no telling the number of people my grandpa has influenced in his live, my guess would be in the thousands. I do know that his impression on me has shaped who I am and has shown me how to love my children, how to love my wife, and how to love my God.
Grandpa, I will miss you greatly. I know you are complete now and I rejoice that you are with Grandma again after so many years here without her. I rejoice that you are home with God. I look forward to the day when I can see you again and quietly listen to the stories of your youth, see your smile, and hear you whistle a tune in heaven. I will think of you whenever I see my boys smile.
Monte
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Crime and Punishment...and Cookies
The reason I was making the cookies is for a friend of ours that found out about a prison ministry that takes cookies to prisoners down in Florence. Seemed like a cool thing to do and a chance that the Gospel be shared through a simple act of kindness. I’m embarrassed to say though that as I was making the cookies, I started thinking about what kind of crime did the person commit that was going to be eating these cookies? Whose life did they ruin? Who did they cause physical and emotional pain? Were there children involved? Basically, it was really negative thinking that I should not have been doing.
I mentioned what I was thinking to my wife and she wisely said, “Kind of like the crimes we have committed against God?” Ouch. She was absolutely right. How many times have I committed a crime against God and how many times has He forgiven me? I can’t even count the times. I’ve taken the “3 Strike” rule to new levels with God. Here I am offering a few cookies to a criminal when God has given eternal salvation and happiness to a criminal who is just as guilty. I’m blessed to have a wife that reminds me to get some perspective on these kinds of things. What an amazing God we serve that forgives our crimes again and again and on top of that, rewards us beyond what we can imagine.
Peace,
Monte
Saturday, November 1, 2008
The Vote
As a Christian, I am finding it more and more difficult to understand how other Christians can vote for Obama with a clear conscience. This is not a stab at his fiscal policy, lack of experience or any of the other problems "conservatives" have with Obama. His associations with men like Rev. Wright, Rashid Khalidi, Bill Ayers have to make you pause. I do not understand how someone can believe Obama did not know the beliefs of a man he was friends with for 20 years. Even if this relationship was a coincidence, the other associations he has with people who hate America must be taken into account. Character matters.
During the Q & A at Saddleback church, Obama was asked when human rights for babies begins. He answered that question by saying, "whether you are looking at it from a theological perspective or a scientific perspective, answering that question is 'above my pay-grade.'" With all due respect, how can the leader of the free world say that answering any question is "above my pay-grade?" At another rally, he went on to say that he would teach his daughters good morals, but if they made a mistake he would not want his "daughters to be punished with a baby." There are so many references in Scripture that speak to God knowing us in the womb. Life is valuable. God sent His Son to die for us that we may have life. A baby is not punishment, a baby is a gift from God.
Brothers and Sisters, when you vote for President this week, bring your faith into the voting booth with you. While I am concerned with fiscal policy, Supreme Court appointments, and many other things each candidate represents; I am first concerned with electing the man who will most often be in line with Biblical principles. Remember also, that no matter the outcome, God is in control. He wills things for His purpose and we can rest in that.
The Call
“If my people who are called by my name humble themselves, and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land.”
I’m excited to see how this proceeds and finishes, as well as the fruit of this historic moment.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
A Value System
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
1. Socialized medicine a/k/a national healthcare
2. Destroying the Biblical definition of marriage as between one man and one woman - Even though some Democrats say they want to maintain this, it will be in name only as the same rights, priviliges and protections will be given to homosexual couples, watering down and making any distinction between the two meaningless. Granting these same extra rights and privilges to homosexual couples will be in fact promoting homosexual marriage, which I believe should not be our public policy.
3. Reducing restrictions on abortion
4. Reinstating the 'fairness doctrine' in an attempt to silence conservative media voices
5. Socialistic-type economic policies (wealth redistribution, state 'make work' programs, ballooning entitlements, increased centralized control, etc.) Not to mention the liberal justices that will be seated on the Supreme Court with all Democrats in control.
It is not that I do not believe a Christian can support Obama in good conscience, I just have serious concerns about where a major shift to the Democrats would take us as a nation. I have not given up hope and thrown in the towel, it is just that I feel like things are spinning out of control.
I had this discussion with a close friend the other day and we both agreed that the best thing we can do as believers it to trust in God's sovereignity and pray. Pray often! We obviously should also get involved and vote, but there is power in prayer.
Until Next Time,
The Counselor
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Comfort
After 2 breathing treatments, usually one does the trick, he was falling on the floor still very much uncomfortable and unable to get a good breath. Call 911.
The ambulance showed up and his oxygen levels had dropped below normal and they suggested getting him to the hospital right away. Conner chose Mommy to go with him in the ambulance and I stayed home as our 6 year old was asleep in bed through it all.
I can’t describe the feeling of strapping my 4 year old in to the gurney and watching him loaded up in to the back of an ambulance, all the time with a breathing mask over his face, little tears in his eyes, looking to me to assure him that everything was okay. I did my best to give him a big smile and thumbs up and expressed how cool it was that he was getting to ride in an ambulance and that mommy was right up in front with him. From what I could tell, he seemed to get some comfort out of my reaction and what I was saying and seemed to think that everything would be okay after all. And it was okay. He is home now resting and doing much better.
I’m not sure at the age of 4 if Conner has learned to get comfort and reassurance from anywhere other than Mandy and I. It’s a great responsibility as a parent to provide that kind of comfort but I do think it comes naturally. You just love your kids so much that you always want to reassure them that everything will be okay. I wonder at what age you grow out of that and need something more to comfort you. I hope that as a father, my sons will always get some form of reassurance from the things I tell them. But more importantly, I look forward to the day when they receive comfort from God as I now do. I wonder how people who are lost can get along in life without that source of comfort…
Don't panic. I'm with you. There's no need to fear for I'm your God.I'll give you strength. I'll help you. I'll hold you steady, keep a firm grip on you.
(Isaiah 41:10 as read from The Message)
Peace,
Monte
Monday, October 13, 2008
Heaviness of Heart
As I went to bed, I said goodnight to my wife and just laid there with the light on. I stared at the wall and tried to be quiet and listen to God. It is not easy for me to not have a quiet mental moment. My mind usually has no problem staying busy thinking about life, school, family, etc, etc. I think I may be an undiagnosed attention deficit disorder. Sometimes I really feel that God wants us to slow down so He can speak. This means that we do not talk, we just need to stop and listen to that still small voice. The voice that says, “you have been shutting me out to long, we need to spend some quality time together.” It is this voice that the mundane nature of each day can so easily squelch.
Why is it that God is the one we push out when life get’s busy? I remember hearing a story about an old theologian who was very busy one day. His secretary was telling him that he did not have time for his usual one hour of prayer that morning due to his busy schedule. He looked at her and said she was right. He was so busy he would have to start his day with TWO hours of prayer.
It is that type of dedication to our Lord that I admire. The kind of “sold out” mentality that our Lord expects of us. It is that kind of life that I want to lead. I don’t want to be the type of Christian that uses God as an ATM, only going to him when I have something I need to get. I want to be the type of Christian that looks to the Lord first for all that I need and all that I have to offer. I want to show God that it is for Him alone that I strive to be the best. I want to show God that He really is important to me and worth my effort. To show God that I know it is He alone that allows me each day with my wife and daughter.
I ask that you join me today in praising God for all He has given us. The beauty of the gospel is not a one time deal. It is something that we need to be mindful of each day. Join me in taking the quiet moments, when your heart feels heavy, and look to the Lord. Slow down and listen to the Creator as He so intimately calls us into relationship with Him.
Friday, October 10, 2008
The Big 4-0
Friday, September 12: As I write this, I’m 39 years old. In a few hours, I turn 40. I’ll admit that when I turned 30, I didn’t handle it gracefully. I moped around the house for a couple weeks feeling sorry for myself. I didn’t expect that was how it would be so I’m not sure how I’m going to feel when I wake up in the morning, a 40 year old man. Let’s wait and see…
Sunday, September 14: Well, it wasn’t quite as bad as I thought. Maybe I’ve gained some perspective on age since 30. I’ll admit though, I did run through quite a few “it’s not so bad because…” thoughts in my head. I’m a big fan of the show “Friends” and after all, almost all of the Friends are 40 or older now. So 40 must be the new 30, right? Here is some real perspective from what was going on when I was born in 1968:
· #1 song of 1968 – Sittin’ On The Dock of the Bay, Otis Redding
· Best Picture of 1968 – Oliver
· The Vietnam war was in full force
· Johnson was President
· Martin Luther King and Robert Kennedy were both assassinated
· The musical “Hair” opened on Broadway
· The Beatles release the “White” album
· Planet of the Apes in theaters
· 2001: A Space Odyssey in theaters
· The Banana Splits television show debuts
· Also born in 1968: LL Cool J, Hugh Jackman, Molly Ringwold, Josh Brolin, Eric Bana, Will Smith, Owen Wilson, Brendon Fraser
So you are probably thinking, “Wow, that’s old, he’s the same age as Wolverine???” Okay, maybe you aren’t thinking that but yeah, I am as old as the “White” album.
In all seriousness though, what I’ve been thinking about most, is how 40 years is just a blink of the eye in terms of the rest of my life in heaven. I can’t even wrap my mind around what this life is going to seem like 100, 1000, 10,000 or 435,000 years from now. I think about how fast my life is going, especially now that I have kids, way too fast. And I think about the fact that I may have lived half my life on earth now. But there is such a better life that is prepared for me in heaven; that God has promised to us. If you are down about life’s trials, like turning 40 or like having a terrible week at work (which I am having sad to say), try to remember how short this time really is and look forward to eternity.
Peace, Monte
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Let me know what you think,
Jon
Monday, September 29, 2008
After You
It was a case like this the other night that brought about an amazing reaction from my 4 year old. I had the number 3 behind my back and after several rounds, neither of them was getting it right. It was late so when Conner said “3”, I changed my hand to 3 fingers, revealed it and declared Conner the winner. Brandon immediately was distressed as he hates to lose and Conner just kind of got a lost look on his face. I told Conner that he had won and he said, “Do it again”. When I asked him why, he said that he liked it when Brandon won and that “Brandon was the best”. I didn’t know what to say or do so I granted him his wish, did it again, and made sure that Brandon won. And Conner was happy with that.
I always felt that as a boy, in general, we were always taught to win, maybe not intentionally, but that was kind of the general rule growing up for boys. You competed and although it was said that it was not whether you win or lose but how you play the game, we all secretly knew that winning was really what matters. It is always interesting to me how many women don’t understand that when we explain it to them but that is just the way it was for boys and probably still is. I think competition can be healthy and bring out the best in us; after all we are competing every day. Sometimes it’s in our jobs to try and get that sale and sometimes on a higher level it is competing against the world and what is being thrown at us.
But, as my 4 year old naturally reminds me, God does not want us to put ourselves first:
“Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.” – Philippians 2:3-4
So it’s not something that is in our nature to want to do but clearly is the way God wants it.
Peace,
Monte
Friday, September 26, 2008
Like a Child
Jesus said whoever doesn’t receive the kingdom of God like a child will never enter it. That is a pretty strong statement. How then does a child receive the kingdom? Children receive the realm of the unseen with joyful expectation. Children will believe most anything because they have not yet experienced the contrary. Experience is the cruel enemy to a child’s beliefs. Experience teams with Reason, and together they join to kill Faith. Why do you think the world offers tales of Santa Clause, Tooth Fairy, and the Easter Bunny while God offers the stories of women becoming pregnant at an old age, of paralyzed people walking, of storms being calmed with the spoken word, and of eternal life? The world lumps all of the things unseen together and then discredits the whole as foolishness, “What makes God any different then the tooth fairy? It is something made up to make you feel good about loss. Come, let us be reasonable. That is your mom’s handwriting that says, ‘from Santa’ ”. On the surface, the world appears right. It does look silly. Like something we believe because our parents created that idea for us. Once you dig deeper, or seek God out, then find out how real it is. Like Paul said, to them it is foolishness, but to us who are saved it is POWER!
So, beware of reason and personal experience, and Hooray for Sunday School and Aslan!
Peace
Jon
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Time to Choose Sides - Part II
I could not resist responding to your last comment. First of all, I think you are missing the big picture and need some historical perspective. It seems like what you are frustrated about is our inability as believers to quickly turn back the clock on many of the secular progressive policies that have infultrated our country over the past 40 years and you are longing for us to restore our strong moral foundation, rooted in Judeo-Christian values, namely the Bible. This moral relativism teaches that there is no absolute truth, and thus no real right or wrong. Therefore, we should not make moral judgments and definitley not enshrine such 'close-minded and intolerant' moral judgments in our laws. Thus, if a woman wants to abort a baby, who is to say that is wrong if it is 'right' for her? Who is to say that homosexual marriage is wrong? It took many years, starting in the 1960's, to erode our moral culture to where we are now. We will not take it back during one president's administration, even if that president is a committed conservative Christian, especially if the president has a Democrat Congress to work with, like Bush does now and has had for the past 4 years. Please do not blame President Bush for not making as much progress as you would have liked in the past 8 years. Trust me, we will move a long way backwards in this regard if Obama is elected President with a Democrat congress to push their agenda through, especially with the likes of Nancy Pelosi (Speaker of the House) at the helm. We as Christians need to be in it for the long haul and stay committed, knowing that it will take years of hard work and prayer to take our country back.
Finally, to specifically address abortion and gay marriage. Both are primarily regulated by the individual states and what a president can do on both is currently limited by the courts. Abortion, especially before the second trimester, is specifically protected as a woman's 'choice' according to Supreme Court decisions. After that, neither states nor the federal government can put 'unreasonable' restrictions on abortions. Without a change in policy by the Supreme Court, Bush did about all he legally could do by pushing through Congress and passing the partial birth abortion ban, so give him some credit.
Gay marriage is also regulated by the states. They can either outlaw it or legalize it. Most states currently outlaw it, but it is legal in a few (Mass. & Cal. I believe), with more likely to come. The Federal Defense of Marriage Act says that a state which prohibits gay marriage does not have to recognize a gay marraige from another state. But that law will soon be challenged and probably be stricken down as gay couples move from state to state and want their marraiges recognized.
This brings us to the real crux of the matter, the fate of these two important issues really lies in the hands of the Supreme Court. The court is curreently split with 4 liberal justices (Stevens, Souter, Breyer, Ginsberg), 4 conservative justices (Roberts, Alito, Thomas, Scalia) and 1 swing vote (Kennedy). Pleae note that Bush's two appointees are Roberts and Alito. We all know that the President nominates the justices, with the approval of the Senate. So ... who we elect as our President and Senators really matters when it comes to these issues. I think so many people forget this whole aspect of elections and how it directly impacts us and our families, not to mention the moral culture of our country.
Obama has a very liberal voting record in the Senate and has said he would NOT nominate justices like Scalia, Alito, Thomas and Roberts, who are the moral conservatives on the court. Also keep in mind that being pro-abortion has been a long-time litmus test for leaders of the Democrat party, especially so for Democrat nominees to the Supreme Court. With the liberal interests that Obama will be beholden to, I would put the chances of him nominating a pro-life or anti gay marriage justice to the court at ZERO!!
Even if you are not a big supporter of McCain, please consider voting for him for this reason alone, as he has made it clear he would nominate conservative justices.
Until Next Time,
The Counselor
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Gifts
Seeing Erin get baptized was surreal. It was surreal in the way that I never thought I would see it happen. Erin was baptized as an infant, but recently felt led to get baptized as an adult to show a sign of a decision that she made in her life. I am proud that she listened to God’s call on her life to get baptized. It was made even more special that Abigail was dedicated on the same day.
An unexpected gift came when our friend Mandy was also baptized. Mandy is the type of person that is perfect friend for Erin. Mandy is outgoing, a little wild yet very conscientious. Erin, by contrast, is more quiet and conservative (but she is also conscientious). Mandy has an amazing testimony and it was great that she could share in the day with us.
This got me to thinking about why God designs us all differently. We all have different gifts and abilities (Romans 12:6). We are supposed to use those gifts for the glory of God alone. In watching Erin and Mandy give their testimonies, it helped me to better understand how each one of them can use their testimony to reach different people. Mandy can relate to people Erin can’t and vice versa. This is true of each of us. God has designed us for His glory and will use us whatever way he sees fit.
Over the last couple of weeks on the blog, there have been a variety of authors and people commenting on the posts. While we are all different, we need to rest soundly in the fact that God is using each of us in a different manner to reach a different group of people. This is even the case for the folks on Christian television who sit in big gold chairs. They may be reaching a person that you or I could never reach. I appreciate the differences we share and ask that you celebrate God’s perfect plan to use us and our imperfections for His glory and his alone. Remember, even the rocks would cry out (Luke 19:40), but He chooses to use us.
Be His,
Jake
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Hands in the Air
What is worship? When I think of worship in a church setting, I think of song and some of these very dramatic songs that are labeled worship songs. I think a more accurate definition would be declaring that God is God and I am not and admitting that we continually need Him. And how about noticing and recognizing who He is and His beauty. What is cool to know is that worship is so much more than music at church. But I value our time of worship at church but often don’t outwardly show that I am worshiping unless it is a song that I really like and is more my style. And don’t even think about me raising my hands to worship, that is so uncomfortable, but at times I kind of want to. It is a mixed feeling kind of thing. So I thought about this last Sunday and came to the conclusion that I don’t even lift my hands in worship when I am alone with no one else watching.
I believe a good amount of people feel this way, especially guys. So when might we feel comfortable lifting our hands as high as we can in the air to worship? Let me add that I think it has much to do with the condition of our and it should not matter how is around but have we ever done it when we are alone. I think the answer for the majority of us is no.
I would like to attempt to paint a picture for you. Pretend for a minute that you have the opportunity to take some time away from our currently busy lives to do some day hikes at a near by national park. You take the necessary items carried in a backpack. You bring some water, a few snacks, a coat, and if you are feeling that tug maybe your bible. Oh, and fellows, don’t forget to bring your Swiss Army Knife. You plan to start early in the morning down a trail that will take you a few miles through some beautiful scenery, like thick forests with moist green trees, or a more desert lands like the Badlands where the God’s beauty is seen in all the colors and shades in the rock formations. Or it might be that you are fortunate enough to hike through the majestic mountains that never fail to amaze. After some time marching through nature, feeling as though you were made to be present in this setting, you come to a clearing in the trees or a cliff over looking a sparkling lake as the sun has just begun to come over the trees. Here you find your self in awe of GOD’s beauty. And it is not just because of what you have just seen but a combination of your relationship with Him and what you have gone through in your life the last few months. I find that this would be a time, when I am all alone, that I would lift my hands in the air as high as I could and praise God for this freedom and being in His presence.
I have often dreamed of standing at the top of a hill here in the Missouri River Valley of North Dakota, overlooking an extravagant scene of beauty that God has created in front of me. And with my arms as high and wide as I can get them I am melting in God’s arms as I listen to a song from Skillet containing the words, “I rest in the shelter of Your Love!”
This is what I long for even now in my heart. I need this. I encourage you this day to keep on lifting your hands if you have been, but if you are one like me, find a time when you can lift your hands when you are alone. Worship our God with all your heart, soul, and mind. Who knows? We might even become so comfortable doing it alone that you will see us do it at church.
God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth. John 4:24
-Matt
Saturday, September 13, 2008
It's Personal
More than once, I’ve left a situation really worried about a particular individual’s feelings by something very simple that I may have said, not intending to be offensive but worried later that it may have been taken a certain way. I find myself wanting to go and make sure that they are okay, their feelings are not hurt, and that they did not in fact misunderstand what I said.
I tell you this to say that it is not a regular occurrence for me to have personal conflicts with people. On some occasions though, I know people have left a conversation we’ve had with very negative feelings, and that was okay with me. Usually, not always, but usually after having time to think about it, I seek to either just move past it and forget about it or I seek to make sure that things get patched up, feelings are mended, and we both can move on. I think that is what God has called us to be as peace makers (a bit of a shout out to our current Bible study group).
This kind of leads me in to one of my favorite passages in scripture. It is a short statement that Jesus made that for most of my adult live I read through multiple times and never really noticed it. It speaks so wonderfully of the loving, human nature of Christ. It happens just after Jesus has risen from the dead and Mary Magdalene and Salome are headed to the tomb to anoint Jesus:
Here is the statement from Mark 16:7:
“But go and tell his disciples, especially Peter, that Jesus is going ahead of you to Galilee. There you will see him, just as he told you."
What I finally noticed in that verse is the phrase “especially Peter”. Of all the disciples, Peter had an extra weight on his shoulders for sure. He had denied Christ just before His death. Surely, Jesus knew of the impossible grief that was on Peter at that moment. And He wanted to make sure that of all of His followers that were suffering over his death, He gave a little extra attention to Peter to make sure that he, especially, could receive the news that saves us all. Jesus had real, loving concern for how Peter was feeling on a very personal level and I think it is important through scripture to understand the truly personal relationship that Christ wants with us.
Peace,
Monte
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Freedom (Continued from Aug. 21)
Why is it, that God gives us this freedom to make our own decisions?
God has given us the freedom to follow and love Him, or go our own way. We say, by our very nature, “I’m the Captain of my own life. I am going to do things my way!” This is the choice we have and often make.
So if there is good and bad, right and wrong, or God’s way and our Way. Why did God leave it up to chance weather or not we might follow? Why didn’t He create us to love Him without question, kind of like a robot?
I believe that God knows how much more powerful it is that someone chooses to love you rather than being forced to love you. I have seen that this is an important part of relationships and He is all about relationships, not some perfectly structured being that has no feelings or choices.
In reference to my decision about the job offer in my recent blog, I think the issue that made it so difficult was the waiting to make a decision or having the time to do so. It is a difficult thing to wait on somebody but I think it is what we do during the waiting that is most important. Could it be that God uses these times of waiting and thinking to build and strengthen our relationship with Him. I think so.
I would pray about my situation and say, “ God I want you to be Captain of my life,” but the next morning it felt like God wasn’t the Captain anymore because he gave control back to me, so I could give it back to Him, thus entering into an exchange that only strengthens a relationship.
Take for example the ordinary life experience of a road trip with a friend. You drive 100 miles to a destination and on your way home your car breaks down 30 miles from any town. You call for a tow truck but you are going to have to wait at least an hour. What an awesome opportunity to build a relationship with a friend while waiting. This could be looked at as a blessing for God.
During these times God wants us to wait, trust, and have faith that He loves us. Which is all part of a having a relationship.
I want freedom! The freedom to choose to love God causes love to become more abundant and real. When we choose to love, a relationship is the most important thing. We desire just to spend time with the one we love.
I am now looking forward to learn more as I try different ways to relate and spend time with God in these times of waiting. These exchanges are what God is all about and that is why He gives us the freedom to make our own decisions.
-Matt
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Brothers and Sisters
I do not want to stop the discussion. By no means is that what I want to do. I do want to encouarge the discussion to maintain a certain level of understanding. I know that there is another post coming in response to Jon's original post. I also know that JT is approaching in an inquisitive manner and not in an attacking manner. If this is not the intention of the person responding, I would ask that you stop and reconsider how to word your comments in order that we as believers are encouraged.
Thoughts...
One belief we have is that it is God’s will to heal everyone; not that God will heal everyone. A parallel example is that it is God’s will that all would be saved, yet not all will be.
There are things that prevent both from happening, most have to do with the choices that humans are allowed to make. He chooses to give us freedom and a measure of control over our lives and environment; that does not make him less Sovereign. That makes him willing to share control.
We are in a war here in our city. I’m not speaking figuratively when I say this. I’m being very literal. We are not wrestling with flesh and blood, but with the armies of hell. As any good soldier knows, moral is very important. We can not afford to be distracted or to lose faith. So while I know there are cases in the bible and in real life that seem to contradict what we are believing, we choose to focus only on that which we know to be in alignment with our mission. These are found primarily in the life and teachings of Jesus. We also focus on what God is doing, not on what he is not doing. We don’t ignore the facts, but we focus on who he is (a good God) and what he has done. We’ve had tremendous breakthrough for which we are thankful and we have seen God move in mighty ways. That is what we celebrate. We have willfully engaged in this and we have burned the bridge we came across to do so. There is no turning back; we are in this fight to win. Retreat is not an option. No longer will the Philistines taunt God’s people from the other side of the battle. No longer will the champions against cancer be found only in the world and not among the Christian ranks. It bothers me that everyone knows Lance Armstrong and others from the world as the biggest opponents of cancer but not everybody knows if the church is against it or not.
I’ve been feeling increasingly on the defensive as this discussion moves on. Remember, I will never require others to agree with me. However, I will require that they respect my beliefs. If the tone changes from “I don’t understand, tell me more”, to “I’m going to ask questions to prove you are wrong”, then I will disengage. It is no longer productive or enjoyable to continue.
Peace and blessings,
Jon
Sunday, September 7, 2008
A Response to "A Declaration of God's Goodness" - Part 1
Psalm 25:8 tells us "Good and upright is the LORD."
Psalm 100:5 tells us "For the LORD is good; his steadfast love endures forever, and his faithfulness to all generations."
James 1:17 tells us "Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change."
The goodness of God is certain; the scriptures declare it. It is a divine attribute, therefore God would cease to be God if he were not good. He *is* good, and may He be eternally praised for it!
You ended your post by writing "Let me know what you think about this and if you have any questions." These posts will contain what I think about this and questions for you, so I hope you enjoy it.
First, I grieve for you and all the friends and family of those you lost to cancer last week.
You wrote that your home body (what I might call the local church I attend) have declared that your city will be a cancer free zone. You went on to define that a cancer free zone is "[a] zone where the presence of God is so strong that cancer absolutely can not exist."
Since I'm not familiar with these sorts of declarations, I'm led to ask several questions:
1. By what authority do you declare that your city will be a cancer free zone?
2. Are these sorts of declarations Biblical? If so, can you cite some examples? For instance, where do we find someone in the Bible declaring that a city will no longer be afflicted with a particular ailment?
3. If God is omnipresent as Jeremiah 23:23-24 tells us ("Am I a God at hand, declares the LORD, and not a God far away? Can a man hide himself in secret places so that I cannot see him? declares the LORD. Do I not fill heaven and earth? declares the LORD.), what does it mean that His presence is strong in a zone?
3.1 What must be done for God to strengthen His presence in a zone?
3.2 How much strength does God need to provide in order for cancer to not exist in a particular zone?
3.3 What is the boundaries of the zone? For example, is it only the city? Let's say that God's presence was so strong cancer didn't exist in San Francisco, would it still exist in Oakland, or is the zone more regional in nature?
4. If you declare that a city be cancer free, why not a whole metropolitan area, county, state, country, hemisphere, or the earth itself?
5. Is the declaration effectual, or is it God's reaction to your declaration effectual?
You went on to write "When we appear to have setbacks like this last week, we won't pretend that they didn't happen and ignore the facts. Instead we embrace them, and then stand on what we know, that God is good all the time and his will for us is to have healing all the time, because he is good, and by being [a] good God, he can't have it any other way."
You write that the death of your friends is a setback, but I don't understand exactly why it is a setback.
6.1 Were these deaths setbacks because the declaration wasn't effective?
6.2 Were these deaths setbacks because it was up to you and your church to work hard enough to convince God to remove the cancer?
6.3 Was it up to you and your church (not God) to heal your friends?
7. What does it mean to embrace the setbacks?
8. Why do you think they died?
9. You write "...his will for us is to have healing all the time..."
9.1 Do you mean that God will always heal us from every illness?
9.1.1 If so, what is your scriptural basis for this assertion?
9.1.2 If so, why does everyone die?
I'll end this post by asking you this: is God sovereign over all things?
In Acts 4:24-28, we read:
"And when they heard it, they lifted their voices together to God and said, “Sovereign Lord, who made the heaven and the earth and the sea and everything in them, 25 who through the mouth of our father David, your servant, said by the Holy Spirit,
“‘Why did the Gentiles rage,
and the peoples plot in vain?
26 The kings of the earth set themselves,
and the rulers were gathered together,
against the Lord and against his Anointed’ —
27 for truly in this city there were gathered together against your holy servant Jesus, whom you anointed, both Herod and Pontius Pilate, along with the Gentiles and the peoples of Israel, 28 to do whatever your hand and your plan had predestined to take place."
I believe that God is sovereign over all things, including the trial and murder of the Lord Jesus. In fact, it was always God's plan to send Jesus to die for our sins, which by our perspective might seem heinously evil. But, since we know that God is good, we must distrust our perspective and strive to see this, and all things, with the divine perspective.
And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. - Romans 8:28.
JT
Soli Deo Gloria
Friday, September 5, 2008
A Declaration of God's Goodness
If you know anything about me, you need to know that I believe God is good all the time, and everything that I look at or encounter in life is framed in that perspective.
This last week in my home body we lost two beloved friends to cancer. This is a huge deal to us because we as a body have declared that our city will be a cancer free zone. A zone where the presence of God is so strong that cancer absolutely can not exist. That may sound like a pipe dream but that is what we have been striving for and we believe it will happen. When we appear to have setbacks like this last week, we won't pretend that they didn't happen and ignore the facts. Instead we embrace them, and then stand on what we know, that God is good all the time and his will for us is to have healing all the time, because he is good, and by being good God, he can't have it any other way.
Here is an excerpt from a sermon mix that was done on this topic.
God is good all the time. The devil is bad, all the time. We would do ourselves a service if we could just remember the two. God- Good. Devil- Bad. Cancer- bad. I wonder where it comes from. Here is problem: The church of this nation has become so deprived of the real Gospel that we have formulated ways of thinking that are anti-Christ in nature and they are called "spiritual". They embrace sickness and disease as a gift from God to help us become better people. It is a lie from hell. It is blasphemy to attribute to God the very work of the devil. It is inconsistent for Jesus to pay a price for our healing and for us to believe that it is not God's intention to heal. Now, here is the conflict, you pray for somebody and they didn't get healed and they died. So we have to live with this tension of what I understand and what I don't understand. Through out church history, we have this puzzle of, "aunt Martha dies, we prayed, we fasted we did everything we knew how to do; it must have been God's choice not to heal her". Well is that true? You see, 2000 years ago God chose to heal her, that is why Jesus went and bore 39 stripes on his body. Enough stripes on his back to remove the skin and expose his internal organs. It was a payment he made, it says he was punished, in the punishment that I deserved, so that we can get what he deserves. How can he decide to not buy something he already bought. It is too late, it is already paid for. That is why the scriptures declare, by his stripes you were healed, the work was done, it is accomplished, it is finished. So why then do we live with problems that don't get answered. What the church does then, is it wants answers so badly, it begins to make up answers to feel good about our present condition. But to do it we have to take one of the absolutes of God's goodness, we bring it over, and we sacrifice it on the alter of human reasoning. And so then we have people that will stand up and say, "God gave my relative leukemia to teach a perseverance." No, No No. What does the bible say? He forgives all your iniquities, he heals all your diseases. We would never think this: Let's say we have someone who committed a horrible sin, and then they come to me and say, you know, I was praying the other day, and I did something stupid and I asked the Lord to forgive me and he said, no, he really doesn't want to. It would never enter our mind that God would in some way turn someone down who needed forgiveness of sin. Because we don't yet get it that when Jesus taught of forgiveness of sin he taught of physical affliction in the same breath. "Which is easier to say, "Son your sins are forgiven or pick up your bed and walk?" The Christian life is an invitation to live in between two conflicting realities because you see, the cross is not bearing up under physical affliction. The sufferings of the bible are not physical affliction, the sufferings of the bible are living between two conflicting realities and living with trust and praise at the same time. He is still good all the time.
For more go to http://www.jesusculture.org/
media player, message mix
It is titled God is Good by Bill Johnson.
Let me know what you think about this and if you have any questions. It may be a bit out there for you so I'd be happy to address anything you might have.
Peace,
Jon
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Second Chances
After a few days I was back in school on crutches and I have to admit, the attention I got was awesome. When I went to see Rich in the hospital, he showed me some pictures of the car his parents had taken. I couldn’t believe what I saw. The car was completely mangled, especially the passenger side where I had been. If you had seen the car and didn’t know what had happened, you would have absolutely thought that any passengers had been killed.
The day I was in the wreck, God chose to give me a second chance at life. But I really have no idea how many second chances God has actually given me, you know? How many times have I screwed up and asked for forgiveness and been given a second, third, forth, infinity-plus-one chance? Plenty of people have “cheated death” and been given a second chance but only God truly has no limits on chances. I turn 40 this month (yippee) and I figure that if I’ve sinned 10 times a day (this would be on a good day) since 1968, that’s about 150,000 times I’ve sinned and I’ve been forgiven for every one of those times. And I often forget that He’s asked us to do the same:
Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?". Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times." Matthew 18, 21-22
I think that is one of the coolest things in scripture. God is so merciful in His willingness to forgive us as many times as we ask Him to. Of course that’s no excuse to do whatever we want, we all know that. But what a loving Father He is to continually give us another chance.
Peace,
Monte
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Time to Choose Sides
For fear of coming on too strong with my emotions currently running high, I will hold off on addressing the many specific issues that are running through my head. I will focus this post on encouraging everyone to get involved, even if you support the other side.
I believe we as Christians should educate ourselves on the issues, choose a side, and engage ourselves in the debate. I am not going to lay out some sophisticated theological argument for why I believe this; suffice it to say that I want believers collectively to have an influence on what the county our children inherit looks like. If we do not fulfill this responsibility, we will fail future generations.
I look back with disappointment on cultural battles lost in prior generations and think, “Where were all the Christians? Where were they when prayer was taken out of schools, when abortion was legalized, when sexual openness and drugs became cool?” I am not blaming prior generations of believers for these lost battles, but want them to be a reminder to us of what can happen if we sit on the sidelines. Our current generation is on the verge of losing the battle over the definition of marriage. In many ways, I think we have already lost.
Think of the country you want to leave your children and grandchildren. It will not happen on its own. There are many forces out there competing for America’s future. It’s time to choose a side.
More to come…
Until Next Time,
The Counselor
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Debt
Attitudes about debt are shifting
Barely more than 5% of the banks now are reporting rising demand for consumer credit – at the 2003-05 debt bubble peak, this number had approached an unprecedented 40%. The Fed survey showed that 0% – not one – bank reported positive demand growth for either subprime or nontraditional mortgages, and a mere 2% reported rising demand for prime mortgages!
To read the rest of the article check out this link:
Proverbs 22:7 The rich ruleth over the poor, and the borrower is servant to the lender.
So if you are a servant to VISA, how can you fully serve God? Ouch, did I say that out loud? Well now that it is out there, I suppose I’ll roll with it.
If you are ruled by the rich, how can God rule in your life? They tell you how much they want, when they want it. So if God tells you to give a 100 to the visiting missionary, you have to say, sorry, my MASTERcard says I have to give them that 100. Ouch. I’m not perfect, I admit I have a balance on my credit card currently, but I tell you it will be gone soon. I encourage you all to enjoy the same freedom as well.
Jon
Friday, August 29, 2008
What I Didn't Deserve
You can check it out at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeeWALm9qTI
In short, in terms outside of God and His healing power, our son Conner should not have lived. But for whatever reason, God chose to grant us a miracle by saving his life. When Mandy was in the hospital, I told God everyday that there was nothing I would not give, even my own life, if He would just save my son. And He did. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t thank God for Conner and what He did for him, and for us.
But I’ve often wondered since that time, why? Why did God save Conner’s life? Why did God perform this miracle for us? I’ve been getting on YouTube periodically and checking to see how many views Conner’s video has had. Part of the reason we posted it was in hopes that if there were some people that were going through a similar experience with a child, that maybe they could find some hope and encouragement through Conner’s story. I’ve noticed though that for every video that has a story like Conner’s, there is one that is “in memory of” and doesn’t have the same ending that we had. So why us?
It definitely is not something that I deserve. Like all sinners, I really don’t deserve anything that God has given me, much less a wonderfully miraculous gift of a child. I wonder sometimes what I would be telling people about our experience if Conner hadn’t lived. But then I realize the importance of the fact that he did live and the fact that God showed incredible mercy and love to a couple of sinners.
Although I will never really know the full reason why God chose us to receive this gift (that’s for Him to know and me to find out), I can tell people that it DID happen when man said it should NOT have happened. I can tell people that God is real and that He does have mercy on sinners and does love us more than we can ever understand. Again, I know that there are people who would see the story of Conner and say that I would probably have a very different take on things if it had all turned out badly. Maybe so, but it didn’t turn out badly. The fact that I didn’t deserve it makes it even more awesome! And it is pretty cool to have a beautiful little boy that reminds me of that every time I see him. I will continue to share this story for the rest of my life, whenever I get a chance.
“But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” - Romans 5:8
Peace,
Monte
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Legacy - A Negative Lesson
Dolores Aguilar 1929 - Aug. 7, 2008
Dolores Aguilar, born in 1929 in New Mexico, left us on August 7, 2008. She will be met in the afterlife by her husband, Raymond, her son, Paul Jr., and daughter Ruby. She is survived by her daughters Marietta, Mitzi, Stella, Beatrice, Virginia and Ramona, and son Billy; grandchildren, Donnelle, Joe, Mitzie, Maria, Mario, Marty, Tynette, Tania, Leta, Alexandria, Tommy, Billy, Mathew, Raymond, Kenny, Javier, Lisa, Ashlie and Michael; great-grandchildren, Brendan, Joseph, Karissa, Jacob, Delaney, Shawn, Cienna, Bailey, Christian, Andre Jr., Andrea, Keith, Saeed, Nujaymah, Salma, Merissa, Emily, Jayci, Isabella, Samantha and Emily. I apologize if I missed anyone.
Dolores had no hobbies, made no contribution to society and rarely shared a kind word or deed in her life. I speak for the majority of her family when I say her presence will not be missed by many, very few tears will be shed and there will be no lamenting over her passing.
Her family will remember Dolores and amongst ourselves we will remember her in our own way, which were mostly sad and troubling times throughout the years. We may have some fond memories of her and perhaps we will think of those times too. But I truly believe at the end of the day ALL of us will really only miss what we never had, a good and kind mother, grandmother and great-grandmother. I hope she is finally at peace with herself. As for the rest of us left behind, I hope this is the beginning of a time of healing and learning to be a family again.
These will be no service, no prayers and no closure for the family she spent a lifetime tearing apart. We cannot come together in the end to see to it that her grandchildren and great-grandchildren can say their goodbyes. So I say here for all of us, GOOD BYE, MOM.
The concept of leaving a legacy is the subject of secular as well as Christian books. These books often encourage us to project what we'd like our obituary to contain.
I've done this exercise a couple of times, but it's never brought home the concept like this real obituary does.
This obituary makes it painfully clear that the question is not whether we will leave a legacy; the question is whether the legacy we leave will bring glory to God or not.
JT
Monday, August 25, 2008
Backwards Thinking
Last Sunday was my first trip to church since the birth of our daughter. It has been a challenge to get over the hump of taking our daughter to places not knowing when she will want to eat, cry, poop, and sleep. After going to church, both my wife and I realized how much we missed it. It was only about 3 weeks, but we found how absolutely necessary it was to be there.
During the service the verse above came up on the screen and really got me to thinking. I wondered how God does it. How does He completely go counter to the culture yet make so much sense. It is really backwards thinking in every human way. I want to work hard to make a good life for my family. God wants us to boast in our weakness so that Christ’s power will rest upon us. I want to hide my weaknesses so others cannot exploit them. God wants us to boast in our weakness for the sake of Christ.
So often I am taken back by a verse or two that I know I have read and seen many times. There must be something about this whole “Living Word” thing that people use to describe scripture. I am sure that many of you reading this will have had experiences reading the Bible and have something that you are familiar with absolutely jump off the page. It is usually something that causes us to notice how contrary to the norm it is. This is one of the many reasons that I love scripture.
God desires that we live a life that will show His glory not our own. 1 Peter 4.16 says, “If anyone suffers as a Christian, let him not be ashamed, but let him glorify God in that name.” God wants the glory in our suffering. God wants the glory in our weakness. Are we willing to allow the world to see our weakness so that the strength and glory of God can be revealed or are we more willing to allow our strengths to hide the glory of God? Backwards thinking I know, but it is this type of thinking that will draw more people to Christ than anything we attempt on our own. Try to remember a time when God used your weakness for His glory.
His,
Jake
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Olympic Glory??
This got me thinking, “Does it all really matter?” Sure, it will no doubt change the lives of the individual athletes and will give the rest of us something to talk about at the office and reminisce about in years to come. But does it have any real significance in their or our lives.
I can just imagine the victorious athlete coming home after a great Olympic performance and being on the most amazing high of his life, having been acclaimed as one of the world’s greatest athletes and receiving all sorts of notoriety and media attention. After all of the excitement is over and in the quietness of his thoughts, he walks into his bedroom and puts his medals on the dresser, not being sure of where they should go. He sits down on the bed and in the silence thinks, “The emptiness is still there. I thought winning an Olympic medal would change everything and make it go away, but it didn’t. Now what do I do?”
We as Christians know the answer. Jesus Christ is the only one that can take the emptiness away and fill your life with joy. All of the things we do or accomplish on this earth are only temporary and cannot provide true fulfillment as God intended. This can be a good reminder for us to focus on things of eternal significance like maturing in our faith, telling others the Good News to advance Christ’s kingdom and serving others. That is not to say that we should not try to use our God given talents to achieve great things for Christ here on earth. We just need to keep it all in perspective; an eternal one.
Matthew 6:20 - But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal.
Until next time,
The Counselor
Thursday, August 21, 2008
The Idea of Freedom is on My Mind
My wife read my last blog and said I did a great job and that I should write more often. I do admit that it comes some what naturally to me but I find it difficult to actually get started. I could procrastinate all day long. So here we go.
I like the ideas and symbols of your country. The Bald Eagle, the stars and stripes, and the IN GOD WE TRUST printed on our coins all speak volumes to me. Freedom is something that defines our country and is a blessing in our lives. We all have been told of the cost that has been paid for the freedoms we share everyday here in The United States of America. Sometimes it is hard to understand the true cost of these freedoms and how awesome it is that someone would give there life to protect them for you and me. But sometimes I feel that I don’t want to be free.
You say, “What? You don’t want to be free? That makes not sense”. Let me explain.
For that past year God has lead me into an opportunity to start my own business. I began a siding business putting up fiber cement board siding last August with the guidance and help from a friend. We have since worked together up until now.
I was recently offered a job with the school system as an aid in the middle school classroom. I have been affirmed in my gifts in this area and have always toyed with the idea of going back to school to teach. My inward struggle of weather or not to accept this position has been difficult because of other considerations and fears of this new job. I could go into great detail but you will get the picture. During a week or so of wrestling with this in my mind my desire was that God would just come out of the other room and physically speak to me and tell me what I should do. This freedom that I have, the ability to make my own decisions can wear so heavy on the soul at times like this. I did not want the freedom to make the decision I wanted to be told what to do. My thought is not about physical freedom but freedom or free will of the spirit.
So why is it, that God gives us this freedom to make our own decisions?
I hope that you might wrestle with this question during the next few days and I will add a few words in my next entry. Feel free to comment on this question before then.
-Matt
Monday, August 18, 2008
Kid at Heart
I never really watched the news on a regular basis, mainly because it always depressed me. As I’ve gotten older, I realize the importance of being up to date on current national and world events as well as business markets but still, I try to avoid the negative aspects of news reporting which you all know is impossible. I think a lot of it though has to do with my desire to remain a kid at heart and to keep life as simple as I can. Right or wrong, that’s kind of how I’ve always rolled. Sometimes I’ll be playing with my boys (ages 6 and 4) and Star Wars is a pretty common topic for play. We will be in one room flying around (cause we’re spaceships) and I’ll be making the classic Tie Fighter noises (cause I’m usually cast as the bad guy). Just about every time we do this, at some point the two boys will leave the room and leave me there flying around aimlessly in space. With nobody around to see that I’m properly playing my roll, I will continue to fly around making my Tie Fighter noises and catch myself realizing that nobody is here but me. Yet I still continue. What’s up with that?
So, yeah, I’m pretty simple and frequently very child like (wives are now saying “poor Mandy”). Maybe it’s a bit of a stretch but I’ve always sort of felt that God likes it when we are simple. I know that He definitely encouraged us to be “childlike” and “humble” in our faith.
“Then Jesus called a little child to Him, set him in the midst of them, and said, “Assuredly I say to you, unless you are converted and become as little children, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore whoever humbles himself as this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven”. Matthew 18:2-4
The faith of a child in his or her father is an amazing thing. Brandon and Conner trust me completely. When Conner was learning to swim this summer, he was never afraid as long as I was right there next to him to save him. His faith and trust in me was simple and complete. If I was there, things were okay. Period.
It’s easy for me to be simple like a child, but is it easy for me to have faith like a child? Not always. There have definitely been times where it’s been really easy to have complete faith in God, even in extreme trials. But I will always be striving to trust Him at all times, in the good and the bad. My encouragement to you is to humble yourself and become childlike in your faith and trust in your Father.
Gotta go, I hear the Spongebob theme starting…
Peace,
Monte
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Mercy Instead of Judgement
That is the old testament. How about in Luke 9 when his disciples wanted to call fire down on a town for dissing Jesus. He said, “Don’t you know what spirit you are of when you ask for that?” Here is what I would like to see. Instead of people proclaiming judgment over my state, I’d like to see somebody’s heart break for us and have them cry out for mercy instead of judgment. I saw something this weekend on GOD TV that was quite amazing. It was a group of leaders and people crying out for mercy and for revival in the streets of San Francisco. Here is an excerpt of the program:
“Father, we join together as one body with those who pour out their lives standing in the gap for California. We ask in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ that your HOLY FIRE your HOLY CONSUMING FIRE and the GLORY of your presence is loosed across the city of San Francisco. Oh Father, WE CRY OUT TO YOU for the release of your HOLY FIRE upon local government, the Supreme court and the legal system, schools, prisons, businesses, bars, clubs upon the streets of San Francisco. RELEASE YOUR GLORY, O Lord – RELEASE YOUR GLORY, YOUR POWER, YOUR FIRE that San Francisco may KNOW THE OVERSHADOWING of Your fire and Your presence, of Your glory, that thousands upon thousands may fall to their knees under conviction and in repentance that MERCY MAY RULE OVER JUDGEMENT in this hour.”
For the full prayer click this link:
http://us.god.tv/Publisher/Article.aspx?ID=1000035894
You can also view the recording on demand at God TV as well. It is called the San Francisco Solemn Assembly. I highly recommend it. It happened on 8-8-08. 8 is often the number associated with change in the bible. It is my hope that this event will ignite an attitude of change across the world FOR California as well as IN California.
Peace,
Jon